i wish i could delete all of my tumblr posts and start new. i have a good attitude. i’m somewhat ready to embrace the change that is going to happen. it’s sad, but it has to happen. we can’t fight the unknown. but we can fight things that are happening.
don’t regret loving, that’s like regretting living.
(via branders0n7)
I hate how the devil literally tries to portray thoughts in my mind, and that I have the most ridiculous dreams ever. The dreams that will leave you holding onto something you need to let go of. I’m just sick of being in this stupid situation. I want to just leave Michigan and all these memories because they literally can ruin my day. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of putting myself out there and realizing what a complete idiot I am. I’m regretting everytime I even disobey what I told myself I wouldn’t do, even the short words. Because it doesn’t even matter. I don’t even matter.
I hate how I hang onto every hopeful word—leaving me nowhere. I hate knowing that I can tell you’re truly interested/pursuing someone else. I hate feeling like this, when I don’t deserve to. I hate how much of my heart I gave away. Because if I knew it’d be like this, I wouldn’t haven’t even started. I’m so stupid. I’m sick of being sad.
This next week will be different, and I’m excited to just get on with life. And I’m excited for the 23rd/24th morning to just be over with.
Just get me out of Michigan..
is this picture too raunchy? lol,
oh well. I can’t wait to do this with the man I say “I Do” to, for the rest of my life.
:)
(via t-spades)
just gotta keep doin’ me!
looking up, the only hard thing is for me—that you can move on perfectly…because what hurt do you have to live through? the satisfaction knowing someone gave their all and never hurt you. what a privilege. for me—well, i’m doing it. God’s helping me.
what goes around comes around.
(via brooklynholbrook)
(via zaekoorbb)
I’m so excited to pursue God’s plans. I’m finally heading towards the right direction with minimal distractions.
